I was gonna do one of those october challenges but I didn't end up finding one to do in time, there was this cringetober thing I thought about doing but I wasn't super sold on the list and I only found out about OCtober a few minutes ago... is it too late to join? I'm too shy to share my shitty art anyways and it'd be a little embarrasing to be late T_T but I also long to do something that a whole community does TOGETHER so bad.... BUUUUUUT I'm also scared I won't fit in and everyone will think "what the fuck is this guy doing here"?! but I'm also aware that I'm too irrelevant for that to happen but the "what if" thoughts kills me lmao..............................

I thought about drawing OCs for other people but I often don't have the skills to draw how detailed their characters are and make it look good or I just worry too much about them not liking it because of how simple my current art style is (latest drawing's style).

Someone tell me to stop being a pussy and just do shit already instead of overthinking it pleaseeeeeee??????!!!!

tbh I should probably do more collabs, art trades and draw together with more people to fulfill this need for solidarity and community but I don't know a lot of artists yet :( but I mean, if anyone is interested let me know? :] if I was more active in the forums this wouldn't be an issue LOL but anxiety makes me weak and pathetic.

that's all, thanks for reading my annoying thoughts!

here's an axolotl