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    I'm a loser AND a zombie!!1!11 terrible at replying to PMs and even worse at making art (slow posts)

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    Posted by rurusilly - 7 days ago


    hello! sorry for inactivity! I don't have any finished drawings worth posting yet but I am currently finishing some chibis :] wip below! This drawing is very ugly but I'm having a lot of fun drawing it, which is something I've been missing for a long time!!! I love drawing again and I'm excited to draw more often, although I don't finish drawings most of the time so I just spam sketches in my social media o_o but you newgrounds people only get the best of the best!! with the disadvantage that I post less.

    If you want to be updated and see sketches more often consider checking my bluesky or catching a youtube stream even lol

    thank u for all da support :3 I plan on opening art trades and collabs soon again, if you're interested message me! (they'll be slow again because I have classes) I love u newgrounds!!! Can't wait to meet more friends here :3

    also I'm clicking the post to front page thing, I've never tried it... let's see what happens!!11!

    in order: WIP of a sparklefur I'm making, I wanna make it my fursona :3, second is derpy and fluttershy and third is my vampire OC!! all three are gonna be finished soon!

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    Posted by rurusilly - 3 weeks ago


    GUYS GUESS WHAT!!!!!!11 I'M HYPOMANIC AGAIN <3 WHICH MEANS I HAVE ENERGY TO DRAW AGAIN!!!!!!!1

    bad news: I forgot how to draw... But I'll get back to it soon!!!!!! I don't know what to draw though!!! I've drawn my OCs so much all these years <_> at first I thought about drawing peoples OCs because it motivates me!!! more like sketch it, it'd probably be in b&w too and I tend to usually modify designs a little to fit my aeshtetic X_X but I haven't finished a drawing in so long I don't think rn I can be responsible enough to do that... I MAKE NO PROMISES!! There's only a 50% chance I'll wake up and not want to draw again!! but the thing is, it's 3am rn and I feel like sketching shiz and maybe I'll end up finishing one of those sketches!! oh and yeah, my art style changed a little probs because i spent so much time away from any art rly oops! hope you don't mind the new art style!! below are some sketches and doodles<3<3<3<3

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    also sorry I haven't replied to PMs I'm struggling a lot with socializing like always... remember it's nothing personal I'm just not good at replying to ppl


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    Posted by rurusilly - 1 month ago


    hello, I'm currently in the process to get my life together which is why I've been gone for so long. I am taking a long hiatus until my mental health is perfect. If you've known me for a while you're well aware of my mental health struggles and I am finally choosing recovery for real, and in the process of that I'm finding new hobbies and interests that I like more than art. Also I feel like I'm terrible at art and i'm discuraged by it, I don't like anything I draw and I get depressed over it so I'm going to be drawing offline by practicing until I feel happy with it. I should've made this announcement sooner but I simply wanted to dissapear from everywhere. I'm sorry and I hope we see each other again in a month or so.

    I promise I won't do anything crazy like some people thought, I am doing quite well and receiving help! I just need to be away from everything.


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    Posted by rurusilly - January 18th, 2025


    hey guys, sorry for being super slow with replies to messages and art! good things have happened, one of them I've finally recovered but I've barely been at home so I haven't been able to draw digitally T_T today I did some progress on an art trade I'm working on (if you're reading this, I'm almost done shading!) and now I'm gonna reply to everyone else who reached out! sorry for the wait, I will try to draw fast now! :') I kinda lost motivation since I was away from my tablet but I'll get back into the rhythm of things again soon!

    also I still won't be super fast, I have to go see my grandma everyday which takes some time away from my drawing tablet but I won't stop working on things no matter how long it takes!

    thank you for reading <3

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    Posted by rurusilly - January 13th, 2025


    Hello, I've been sick (physically and mentally) and busy with family stuff lately so I haven't been drawing a lot. all the drawings I promised on finishing will be finished and the ones we've started already have been sketched out but it might take a bit to finish!! as always I'm still up to doing more art trades and collabs as long as you're patient and can wait for a bit.

    Also I'm not going to be at home for these next couple of days but If I'm not feeling too bad I'll try to do more progress on art at night!

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    Posted by rurusilly - January 3rd, 2025


    we reached the ILY number, thank you so much! i love u all! :D

    I've got a bunch of drawings on the way, we worked on one on twitch just now and ty for the support over there too ^-^

    Like always feel free to message me, I'm a little busy with all the collab and art trade stuff but I'll always try to get back to you all :3

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    Posted by rurusilly - January 1st, 2025


    so, i don't have anything to do! so I draw! even if I don't know what to draw! I'm not familiar with collabs here in newgrounds but i'd like to join some, you know any? I'd also like to do art trades but I still don't have a lot of artist friends. is anyone down for any? or got any ideas? maybe even requests but I'd prefer to work on something together :] here are some wips and doodles below:

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    Posted by rurusilly - December 31st, 2024


    HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I think I've regained some of my inspiration for art in the shape that I want to make non-serious, silly art! I hope you stick around even though the art style will change to simpler dumb style and it'll be an account for more fun than creating something elaborate! this year I'm super thankful for all the people I got to befriend and that worked with me in commissions, this site is full of super friednly people and I'm so happy I got to have so much fun with y'all! this will be my official second year in the site and I'm so thankful for 100 followers. you guys mean a lot to me, I'm a very lonely person so having some people around mean A LOT to me.

    If anyone wants to get closer this upcoming year and become better friends, I'll be online more often and I'm down to chat and collab! love you all and thank you.

    (credit to @MichiKunn for collab drawing, they're the one in the right!)

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    Posted by rurusilly - December 21st, 2024


    I don't have a passion or love for anything right now, no I'm not depressed, I'm actually doing better than usual, I just don't have any interests or hobbies I'm good at so I'm kind of just riding in the passenger seat of my own life...

    I've been drawing in my sketchbook but I've been struggling with finishing drawings for a while now, but I sure as hell don't want to quit drawing. I think I just need a small break to spend time with family. oh yeah I've also been spending less time with friends mostly because I'm annoying and I don't enjoy socializing most of the time, so don't worry if I dissapear for long periods of time.

    I wish everyone a happy solstice, yule, litha, christmas, hannukah and new years! I hope this year goes amazingly for you!

    see ya in january ;P

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    Posted by rurusilly - December 8th, 2024


    I don't really celebrate christmas, i'm not even sure if i'm writing it right, but I'd like to celebrate it..... last months of the year are always really hard!!!1 so I wish everyone the best during this month, we'll get through this together. sending luv to every1!!! I'm lookin forward to seeing cute christmas art hugz hugz

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