hii if anyone sees this give me things to draw!! could be a prompt, theme, color palette, anything! be aware that I suck at drawing though so I might not be able to draw some things properly but I'll try sketching it anyways LOL

If you want your OC drawn it'll most likely be a sketch with no color instead of a full illustration because I already have given away so much free art x'D

I'll come back to this post whenever I don't know what to draw again in the futureeee

I'm traveling tomorrow so I may not have art ready til a few days from now though!!

random extra thing, had a conversation with a family member and I might be back to social media sometimes now, I shouldn't isolate myself completely so yeah :P

mostly only social media I'll rly be active in will be in my old Amy Winehouse fanpage I have in IG x'D

but that doesn't mean I'll watch all the 18923893012230 reels you send me!!!!!1111

I was gonna do one of those october challenges but I didn't end up finding one to do in time, there was this cringetober thing I thought about doing but I wasn't super sold on the list and I only found out about OCtober a few minutes ago... is it too late to join? I'm too shy to share my shitty art anyways and it'd be a little embarrasing to be late T_T but I also long to do something that a whole community does TOGETHER so bad.... BUUUUUUT I'm also scared I won't fit in and everyone will think "what the fuck is this guy doing here"?! but I'm also aware that I'm too irrelevant for that to happen but the "what if" thoughts kills me lmao..............................

I thought about drawing OCs for other people but I often don't have the skills to draw how detailed their characters are and make it look good or I just worry too much about them not liking it because of how simple my current art style is (latest drawing's style).

Someone tell me to stop being a pussy and just do shit already instead of overthinking it pleaseeeeeee??????!!!!

tbh I should probably do more collabs, art trades and draw together with more people to fulfill this need for solidarity and community but I don't know a lot of artists yet :( but I mean, if anyone is interested let me know? :] if I was more active in the forums this wouldn't be an issue LOL but anxiety makes me weak and pathetic.

that's all, thanks for reading my annoying thoughts!

here's an axolotl

As the title says, I'm working on a website without any html knowledge... at first I started using premade layouts but today I made my first page by myself X_X... it's not the best but I worked hard on it!! now I just need to make and find some graphics to decorate it because it's a little simple rn, I want it to look cluttered and disgusting once it's done!

ig you can check what I have so far here but beware that's it's very ugly, unfinished and very beginner level LOL

below is a screenshot of da blog page that I made by myself.

future pages are all gonna be based on some drawings I'm gonna make dedicated to one OC each :]

(btw it's not mobile friendly yet so don't check it if you're in your phone unless you want a very buggy experience)

this one below is made with a premade layout, I also used this layout for my dev page but changed the background and drawing because that one is not that important... I will work on redesign this one from scratch once I'm done adding the picture/selfie archive, the sketch/doodle dump and the animation dump, and even after that I might work on redesigning the blog options first because that one is the ugliest.

I must admit I'm too scared to ask for help making this, I am super slow at learning things so I'm just trying to do it by myself as to not bother anyone...

It might take me months 'til I reach a point I'm happy with this project, but it's such a good time waster that I'm starting to fall in love with the process of it regardless of how shitty the results are.

if you're reading this and you don't have a neocities page, you should totally make one soon, it's fun! if u have one send it to me so I can check it out. my fav type of page are blogs because I'm nosy and I like reading peoples lives LOL

ok that's all, see ya!!

So I finally started working on a drawing!! below are so sneak peeks of the sketch and some lineart!!!

I decided to start with a drawing made in flash cs6 because usually those take very little time to finish and it's not a lot of work!! besides I love this brush so lineart is super fast, I need to find a program that has something similar soon :] I wanted to do that 2000s alt style but it didn't come out right, so it's more like my usual style! does it still have that old internet feel to it? I don't think so, but I'm having fun........ although I don't have a lot of discipline so I'm already starting to run out of energy and I just started!! also I think her design might be too simple here, might add a few accessories later, maybe some thigh highs? I'm worried it might look too cluttered when I add the colors (she is a zombie and has a lot of colored patches on her skin!).

if everything goes right and I don't give up on it, it should be posted in the next couple of days!

I was gonna join that weapon collab with this but I think she might be wearing clothes that are too revealing for it btw :( I wanna join a collab or do something similar soon because usually those push me to finish a drawing.

ok here are some wips! see ya!

so I'm thinking about drawing again, I've been only sketching random things and such but I have been completely out of ideas... I'm thinking about coming back with a simpler art style and to draw only for a hobby and for fun so I can regain my love for art again! before I completely stopped drawing, it kind of felt like a chore and it still kinda does but I'm hoping that art will feel nice and good to make again if I just push myself to draw simpler, sillier stuff you know? I might take 1 or 2 requests for simple drawings when I get everything figured out, the style I have in mind is kind of like my flash cs6 drawings like the ones below but with more shading maybe? idk if I'll keep using flash, we'll see...

below is an idea of something I want to draw digitally soon with a similar style!

I'll never be a master at art, but I want to enjoy to process of creating stuff because it was once the thing I loved the most in the world and I currently really need something like that again.

so if anyone out there still cares, more art is coming soon!

guys im going through some major art block and like, I can't finish a single drawing so I just have shitty sketches AND I DONT WANNA POST SKETCHES BACK TO BACK.................. I'lll be back to posting a lot soon just give me some time >_<; also commissions are gonna b closed for a bit!! also some bad things have happpened and i had like a breakdown and blah blah blah so when i post you might see some edgy sketches but i'm fine now :]!!!!!! I might take drawing requests when I get back to drawing again so I can get used to it again so look forward to that YEAAAH!!!!!! YIPIIIIIIIII

Helloooo!! I've updated my commissions in ko-fi again!!

If I could make my prices cheaper I would, but payp*l fees SUCK!!

new:

Added 5$ Icons

Added 13$ full body drawings

emo/scene MSpaint commissions closed

added art examples

Helloooo!! I've updated my commissions in ko-fi!!

If I could make my prices cheaper I would, but payp*l fees SUCK!!

new: Added 4$ sketches

Added PNGtuber+ commissions!

added a lot of examples

I haven't forgotten about this thread ... but I'm so bored of drawing in the emo/scene 2000s art style in MS paint, I drew like that for a year straight and it feels like makign the same drawing over and over again, I'd rather make sketches for people in my inconsistent artstyles instead..... so if anyone wants a shitty doodle made with a different art style everytime instead just message me, ok???? love y'all...

((pssst you can also commission me for 5$ in my ko-fi for a bust up sketch + a full body doodle in the corner like in most of my art!! example below....... but I can't promise it'll be in the same art style cuz as i said I always draw differently!! you can also commission for those MSpaint emo drawings too if u feel like donating for em)

HEY GUYS!!!! I'M SICK BUT I'LL GET BACK TO DRAWING THE REST OF THE REQUESTS TOMORROW :]!! I can't promise I'll draw all of them but I'll probably draw the easier ones tomorrow >_< I'm not gonna be doing it in order so don't worry if I haven't drawn yours yet, I'll try to get to it :] I'm also gonna be doing stuff at my own pace, there's a lot of requests so you might get yours weeks later from now!! thank u all for ur patience and I'm excited to draw ur OCs <3

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