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Rowan @rurusilly

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Posted by rurusilly - 1 day ago


hello, tysm for 200 followers in my fav website. I spend way too much time in this site just looking through art and movies so I'm happy to know that there's people out there interested in what I have to share too. thx for all the support in my latest drawing, I think it's my most popular drawing so far (that isn't a collab) so I'm very grateful! :D

even though my hand is still injured I've decided to get started on a little drawing to celebrate :3 hopefully it'll be done soon! remember if anyone wanna chat just feel free to PM me I'm always free B)

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the drawing is going to be black and orange coz it just makes sense doesn't it...

Newgrounds is kind of the only social media I use now so i'm attached to this lil place, besides everyone is nice and I love the edgelords too.

I STILL WANT TO MEET MORE PEOPLE FROM HERE THOUGH........

don't forget me in the long amount of time it takes me to finish a drawing!!! I check the site everyday, I'm always here!! I'm kinda shy but I still leave comments every now and then lol love u all cya


(also yes this is a repost coz i forgot to click frontpage)


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Posted by rurusilly - 3 days ago


hey guys :3 I was wondering if you guys know any discord servers for newgrounds artists I could join? :o It'd be nice to meet more people in the site :3 PM me or comment if u doooo ^-^ I'm friendly and I type weird most of the time... but I'm also extremely shy so don't expect me to chat a lot at first xD


In other news, classes have been killing me so I haven't been able to draw as much -_- besides the added stress from life problems got my knuckles destroyed coz I'm an edgelord so I can't draw for a couple of days i think :I I don't rly have an idea for the next drawing though, if u got any OC requests let me know :P!! I also have been struggling to find pose ideas that I haven't drawn already T_T!! so if u got cool refs share them with me!!

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Posted by rurusilly - 7 days ago


I'M BACK!! SCROLL DOWN TO SEE THE DRAWINGS AND ANIMATION I'M WORKING ON :3

Good to see u guys!!! how have u been???

it's been a chaotic past few weeks for me, i think only days I was able to live my usual loser life was when I got to play rpg maker games with my friend, but after that I've been dying inside because of school, bad mental health and havng to constantly be around people and going out to do stuff..... I lowkey miss being a shut in chat!!

I've barely gotten time to work on drawings, but here's a few WIPs. Whether I'll finish ALL of these is still unknown. I hope everyone's been well!

first is a WIP of an animation I'm making of my fursona, I'm rly not made for animation man... I'm thinkin about adding a smear frame. also I need to fix the collar perspective and the size of one of the lightsticks, it's still in the very early stages.

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a different fursona I'm making with a different lineart style to make it a lil more edgy

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I posted this in a forum, this one will take a long time to finish

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also did a lil ref for eyes my OC can have :P

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Posted by rurusilly - 2 weeks ago


Hello, I haven't officially posted a drawing in a while so here's two WIPs of some drawings I'm working on :P I'm going to work on a drawing for a friend rn so this is on a lil hiatus for a bit... plz motivate me to finish it coz I'm struggling LMAO sorry drawings have been so slow </3 motivate me to draw in general, I'm being lazy!!!1

I'm still tryin to finish my aducation but I'm stupid lololol I should try getting good at art and make a living out of it somehow..... i dunno. love u all, see ya. btw collabs n art trades open. o and commissions too. kisses n hugz!!

(posting this shit in frontpage idc if it's cringe)

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btw here's the wip of da other drawing I was workin on,,, I'm still gonna finish it :P

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Posted by rurusilly - 3 weeks ago


HELLO!!!!!11 I have a new drawing soon, I'll be digitalizing it soon on stream!!

I wanted to show you some 2020 drawings I found that I liked!! I was a whole lot more passionate about art in 2020, I loved drawing still even if I didn't do it often! nowadays I don't seem to have a passion for anything, everything feels like a shore and I just feel miserable even though I have a nice life. It's weird! anyways, I'll be posting 2018 drawings soon which is when I was most passionate about are, but not today. here's all the drawings, sorry the pages are a lil dirty, the graphite smudged a lot:


first drawing is recent, this is the drawing I'll be drawing in digital :] it's a new OC!

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below are the 2020 sketches!

starting with my clow OC! do you guys remember how clowncore was so popular back then?

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SCENE GIRLZ

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this one was also made in digital with my phone but I don't have the file anymore

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my OC valerie, I barely draw her anymore! one time I made an animation meme of her and it got criticized by a youtuber lol I was like 13

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among us OCs I made with an old online friend I lost contact with :(

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below is random drawings

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cookie run!

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if you saw everything and you made it here... thank you :] ily


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Posted by rurusilly - March 22nd, 2025


hello! sorry for inactivity! I don't have any finished drawings worth posting yet but I am currently finishing some chibis :] wip below! This drawing is very ugly but I'm having a lot of fun drawing it, which is something I've been missing for a long time!!! I love drawing again and I'm excited to draw more often, although I don't finish drawings most of the time so I just spam sketches in my social media o_o but you newgrounds people only get the best of the best!! with the disadvantage that I post less.

If you want to be updated and see sketches more often consider checking my bluesky or catching a youtube stream even lol

thank u for all da support :3 I plan on opening art trades and collabs soon again, if you're interested message me! (they'll be slow again because I have classes) I love u newgrounds!!! Can't wait to meet more friends here :3

also I'm clicking the post to front page thing, I've never tried it... let's see what happens!!11!

in order: WIP of a sparklefur I'm making, I wanna make it my fursona :3, second is derpy and fluttershy and third is my vampire OC!! all three are gonna be finished soon!

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Posted by rurusilly - March 6th, 2025


GUYS GUESS WHAT!!!!!!11 I'M HYPOMANIC AGAIN <3 WHICH MEANS I HAVE ENERGY TO DRAW AGAIN!!!!!!!1

bad news: I forgot how to draw... But I'll get back to it soon!!!!!! I don't know what to draw though!!! I've drawn my OCs so much all these years <_> at first I thought about drawing peoples OCs because it motivates me!!! more like sketch it, it'd probably be in b&w too and I tend to usually modify designs a little to fit my aeshtetic X_X but I haven't finished a drawing in so long I don't think rn I can be responsible enough to do that... I MAKE NO PROMISES!! There's only a 50% chance I'll wake up and not want to draw again!! but the thing is, it's 3am rn and I feel like sketching shiz and maybe I'll end up finishing one of those sketches!! oh and yeah, my art style changed a little probs because i spent so much time away from any art rly oops! hope you don't mind the new art style!! below are some sketches and doodles<3<3<3<3

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also sorry I haven't replied to PMs I'm struggling a lot with socializing like always... remember it's nothing personal I'm just not good at replying to ppl


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Posted by rurusilly - February 26th, 2025


hello, I'm currently in the process to get my life together which is why I've been gone for so long. I am taking a long hiatus until my mental health is perfect. If you've known me for a while you're well aware of my mental health struggles and I am finally choosing recovery for real, and in the process of that I'm finding new hobbies and interests that I like more than art. Also I feel like I'm terrible at art and i'm discuraged by it, I don't like anything I draw and I get depressed over it so I'm going to be drawing offline by practicing until I feel happy with it. I should've made this announcement sooner but I simply wanted to dissapear from everywhere. I'm sorry and I hope we see each other again in a month or so.

I promise I won't do anything crazy like some people thought, I am doing quite well and receiving help! I just need to be away from everything.


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Posted by rurusilly - January 18th, 2025


hey guys, sorry for being super slow with replies to messages and art! good things have happened, one of them I've finally recovered but I've barely been at home so I haven't been able to draw digitally T_T today I did some progress on an art trade I'm working on (if you're reading this, I'm almost done shading!) and now I'm gonna reply to everyone else who reached out! sorry for the wait, I will try to draw fast now! :') I kinda lost motivation since I was away from my tablet but I'll get back into the rhythm of things again soon!

also I still won't be super fast, I have to go see my grandma everyday which takes some time away from my drawing tablet but I won't stop working on things no matter how long it takes!

thank you for reading <3

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Posted by rurusilly - January 13th, 2025


Hello, I've been sick (physically and mentally) and busy with family stuff lately so I haven't been drawing a lot. all the drawings I promised on finishing will be finished and the ones we've started already have been sketched out but it might take a bit to finish!! as always I'm still up to doing more art trades and collabs as long as you're patient and can wait for a bit.

Also I'm not going to be at home for these next couple of days but If I'm not feeling too bad I'll try to do more progress on art at night!

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